your silence explained everything
and when you said let me go
i don’t know i should be sad or happy
shouldn’t drop one tear of sadness in front of you
because of that
i believe this time you will let go
at least for a while
when you can still deal with your loneliness
i’m the last you will think of
first that you will forget
no matter how hard i tried to talk to your heart
you just ignored
then i broke down
and you walked away with my dead body
who cares?
the cycle will start over again
sooner or later
and i will fall again, grieve again
fall again, then grieve again
you taught me never say never
now i finally understand
never i can forget
never i can give up
never i can see you through
never i can change a thing
i block out everything that’s related to you
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
i told myself
if i could survive four months ago
i can survive now
slowly i get used to your cruel-ness
grieving and forgetting will take only one shot of volka to be done
i do love you
i said it one more time
even though you will never hear it
nor believe it